i don't need you

When I’m freezing, I beg God for heat
When I’m hungry I beg Him for food.
When I’m falling apart inside and my heart is broken and I don’t know
where to turn, I beg Him to save me.
When I’m okay, I don’t need Him.
Not desperately. Not with everything in me. Not at all.
A quick prayer and then I’m gone.
When I truly need Him, He’s my only hope.
I have nothing left but Him.